[liliam23]

Expressing my gratitude to @sugariel.

Hey !

Sorry I won’t be writing in French, I want so badly to express my gratitude to a sweet player whom made my experience in Eldarya the best experience I’ve ever had.

Thank you Sugariel! You made my entire existence in this game so interesting!

I never thought I could make a friend out of this game, you are so lovely and open minded.

Tomorrow will be the deadline of my account ‘deletion, I will disappear entirely and my username won’t be seen again.

Thank you so much for appreciating the tiniest things I shared with you, I wish if only I were a friend of yours from the very beginning. I wish if I were your hype buddy all along the journey I spent in Eldarya. I am so grateful to you!

You are the only one who cares, who appreciates, who is sensitive enough to give a value to the tiniest memories you spent with the players. 💖

I understand you now; I feel you and I can somehow relate to you. You wanted to be heard, understood, at first you meant no harm, you were tired from being a doll who can do nothing, but smile and be pretty.

You weren’t yourself all these years you spent in Eldarya. I can clearly remember how you wanted me so bad to be a part of the mermaids club. I still remember how you always gave me compliments to my outfits…etc.

I don’t really care about how this drama was for the others, but for me it was a sweet and salty experience lol

This is the first time I have ever seen something like this, I don’t know  how to say it, but I think you made it looks like a conflict between family members at a dinner table. Everyone was like concerned, but sadly no one can actually understand you entirely.

You are unable to ignore the harm; you just put it in a war and fight in your own way. No matter how small the harm for the others is, for you it stabs you right in your heart. These whole silly words you have read about you have triggered your worst fear.

Yes, I understand you. You have been neglected, underestimated, seen as a box of joy and candies no more no less. You have been disrespected for what you truly are, you felt as if everyone was treating you like nothing serious, a cute doll, called ‘’that girl who likes pink’’.

These assumptions are just like a bad stereotype for you, as if no one can understand that you are actually a human with feelings. You can be bad as much as you can be good.

You wanted to prove it otherwise, show your true self. You wanted to be equally treated like everyone else.

I honestly don’t see how a post with silly words, such as Tsundere can be considered as a threat?!

I don’t see how saying your opinion about something is considered as sarcasm? You were talking about that magical stick from OBM. I used to have a habit of reading many comments in the forum, and trust me I have seen worst than that. “Une vulgaire baguette magique ‘’ I recall? Is this really worth 15 days of being banned??

You had the possibility to act otherwise by sending a complaint letter or telling directly how unfair this stupid case was to the Support, but you chose to handle it on your own way. You wanted to express how hurting for you it was, even if it’s nothing for the others.

All you wanted is to be heard, understood and you actually succeeded! You have done it. The minority who understood you proved that there are still tolerant souls in this game.

It doesn’t matter how far you can go as long as you will succeed in achieving your goal, even if it means hurting the others whom were apparently not hurt at all.

Now, let’s all forget about this and let me say it:

No, you were never a pink candy in my eyes; you were just a joyful person who hides serious emotions behind that mask of joy. You enjoyed the game, because you worked so hard using your aesthetic sense. You were so friendly when I first talked with you; you treated me as a family.

No formal words neither a brief expository message. You are just the type “Oh hey girl! What’s up? You look so pretty with that outfit! Oh wow! Hey why don’t you join us in the club? We are having so much fun! Come on girl!’’ what a game is supposed to have; after all games are made to have fun not to be a work place where you write cold and objective reports!  

PS: sorry for hurting you from the bottom of my heart, it seems like I was somehow taken by the waves of this game, and I believed somehow what it was supposed to be the entire truth. It’s true that I don’t agree with your methods of handling things, but I want you to know I understand you, and I think everyone has his own bad side, nobody is a modal and nobody is perfect.

Thank you girl! You rock ! you made my journey in Eldarya something!  💖 n_n

PS: I don’t know if I will receive any hate reply, but just to let everyone knows. I don’t give a fuck. I am not the type who takes strangers’ comments seriously, don’t know you,  don’t give a fuck.  X’)