I can’t more.. T~T’ !!!

For the first time in my EAH-fan-girl’s life I want to be Raven, and make everyone be quiet…to chill…
Sweet sky.. Sweet god… but in what shitty world I live.. I really want changing of planet… because I’m disgusted - by Humanity…
All I wanted was to watching EAH quietly. As I watch a Disney quietly.
I know that real life is not easy, and that there are lot of problems in the world… but that’s why thanks to the entertainment series we can escape a bit of that perpetual chaos… but if you connect the real world to the fictif world like the world of EAH, well congratulations people because you have just disgust the fans who didn’t wanted this.
I never wanted to cause racial conflicts, I had just gave my opinion on a post, and now I feel that everything I say is wrong and racist… I’m disgusted… frankly I’m disgusted.. and I don’t know what to do to no more seem as a racist… I know I’m not racist, and I shouldn’t even have to prove it, I love everyone, I have no problem with people who never bother me, just now I really don’t know what to do to satisfy everyone ..
I’m so sorry to have triggered these conflicts… I feel psychologically dirty now… I can’t more stand this situation… why humans are so… why… (there is no racism between the cats, but they have different fur colors… so why the humans just can’t tolerate themselves.. ? why…)
I know that this new post will AGAIN create chaos…(because all I say is wrong^^’) but… I really want to Thank all people who succeed to understand me ❤… Thank you with all the Love in my Heart because thanks to you all I keep smiling :’) ♥ …and for the others who can’t understand me… well… shit. Yes SHIT ! My eyes can’t more watch this shitty situation.
If you love shit, personnally I prefer chocolate…